My baby is officially on her way to being a toddler. Her birthday was really great, the night before at the suggestion of my friend Pinterest, I took a picture of her sleeping at 11:58, her last picture as an infant. Ugh, that made me so sad. Especially if she is our one and only. But, growing is a good thing. The morning of her birthday Ryan and I surprised her with a balloon bomb in her crib. She was both excited, and wondering what the hell was going on. I think we'll make that a tradition for her birthdays. So after she played with the balloons for a bit and before she could pop one, we got ready and went to the aquarium.
It was fun, a lot smaller than I expected. I think we went through the whole thing in about 20-25 minutes. Of course, having an older child that could walk around at their own pace, do the fun activities (getting their picture taken in the bubble they can pop their heads up through to look like they're in the aquarium) playing on the playscape and petting the jellyfish would have taken more time, but still a lot smaller than I expected, especially for the price, 20 bucks per adult and thankfully Em was free, but I am sure 2 or 3 and up is a charge.
But, it was a very cool aquarium. Unlike say, the Shedd in Chicago, it isn't just a big building of aquariums. It's small and intimate, and a very cool atmosphere. The aquariums are all surrounded by what looks like coral and rock caves....one of my favorites was a room that was in a circular shape with aquarium all around you and the swarms of fish all swam in the circular motion. If I were rich I would have that in my bedroom, how relaxing to watch.
I also loved the sharks. Most aquariums only have nurse sharks, but this one had black tip, hammerhead, and one other I couldn't identify. I know I know, the shame I feel as a self proclaimed shark nut, to not be able to identify one. It kind of looked like a small bull, but I doubt those would fair well in an aquarium. Hmm, the website doesn't help any, all it mentioned was the blacktip when I know they had others. Maybe it was just a black tip and I didn't notice the tip.
I wish an aquarium could have Great Whites. I would travel great lengths to see that. Diving in a shark cage to see white sharks has always been on a fantasy bucket list of mine, but now that I have a kid I am not so sure I still want to do it. That and skydiving. I know I am more likely to get into a car accident, but still. Plus, non-family friendly vacations aren't really a possibility anymore.
So after the fish we walked around the mall some and rode the carousel. Emily loooves the carousel. She went on one for the first time when she was about 6 months old and the first thing she did when I set her on the horse was grab on to the pole....she's so smart :) She doesn't act like she loves it during the ride, but once the ride ends she always cries. After that we had lunch at the Rainforest Cafe. The food was good, and I like the atmosphere. We were sitting near the fake elephants and about 3 times during lunch the lights would dim, and there were stomping sounds and the elephants would flap their ears and make the noise they make, lol, I don't know what it is called. Like a champ, Em sat through it, interested while lesser children around us cried, haha.
We had to pack up most of our lunch and take it home cause it was going on 1:30 and Emily was melting down. She slept almost the whole 45 minutes home, and then we got cupcakes on the way home. This place is known for their interesting cupcakes with chunks of cookie on top, or frosting in the middle, so I had Ryan get the plainest one he could find, which was a Mountain Dew cupcake. Strange....the cake part was dry and the frosting was weird, she dug into it a little but I don't think she liked it much. After cupcakes she opened her present from us which was a Cabbage Patch doll we named Amelia Marie and gave her the same birthday as Em, she seemed to like it, though she is almost the same size as the doll. But she plays with my old one so I wanted her to have one of her own too.
After that grandpa came over for a bit to snuggle since he had been up north all week. Her party was Saturday, it was a lot of fun. We had a good turn out, everyone except for three people came, but that was our niece's dad, his fiancee and her daughter. We got party subs from Tubby's, I made some pink candy popcorn which was a big hit with the kids, my MIL brought a fruit salad and my dad brought potato salad. It was a nice change to not really have to cook a lot, and we barely had any dishes. We got the basement all cleaned up so people could mill around between there and upstairs, so it wasn't too over crowded. Then we had cake, Emily really dug into hers, she was so cute, such a mess. Her whole face was covered and her hands and arms. But really once I cleaned her up and got her bib off, she wasn't messy anywhere else.
We had a small #1 candle in her cake and then on the big cake we had this special candle that you light the middle, it shoots up like a torch and then it lights the small candles all around, which make the petals drop to look like a flower and there was a lit candle on each petal. It was supposed to also spin but it did not, but judging on the reaction from the crowd, it was pretty cool. After cake we opened presents....she got lots of good stuff. Two baby cell phones (that's cool, one can go in the diaper bag), a cd player, stacking cups, tool bench, clothes, puzzles, a book, some fake food that is sooooo cool. It's all in sections and stuck together with velcro and comes with a cutting board and a wooden knife and you can "cut" the food apart. Where was this shit when I was a kid?
Despite not liking to cook now, I LOVED cooking outside as a kid. My favorite mediums were mud and sawdust. The sawdust really helped to hold my mud creations together. I also liked to put water inside those plastic easter eggs and "crack them" open. I would have loved this cut apart food. For now she just chews on the pieces and bangs them together but I think she'll really like them as she gets older.
For her second birthday (or maybe later, we'll see how much she might like it by then) I want to convert an old entertainment center into a play kitchen for her so the food will be awesome. She also has a grill....we actually bought it some years ago for our nephew for Christmas. Before giving it to him I decided he was too old for it so I returned it and got him something else. An entire year later, I came home one day to find the grill on our porch. Walmart had sent it back for no apparent reason, but also didn't charge us for it. A whole year later! And you could tell it was the same exact one because of how dirty and beat up it was. I can't imagine where this thing was for a whole year.
So, we got a free grill. I already faced the hell that is Walmart to return it the first time, I sure as hell wasn't going to waste my sanity when they apparently didn't feel the need to sell this thing for a year, and send it back. So we've hung on to it all this time for our kids. I'll be excited to put it out on the deck so Emmy can grill when daddy does.
She had her one year well visit on Tuesday. Everything went well, the doctor was happy with her height and weight. She is in a high percentile for her height, but the website I was using said she was in the 19th for her weight, which was 19.4 lbs on her birthday, but the doctor said she's in about the 50th, so I feel better about that. She was a little concerned that she doesn't do a traditional crawl, but I'm not worried, I know lots of babies don't crawl. Besides, she does the belly scoot or the butt scoot, so she gets to where she wants to go. And also the fact that she doesn't pull up to stand a lot. I think that is more due to lack of opportunity. I cannot fathom how her tiny hands would get any kind of grip on our furniture. But she definitely is always tugging on us to walk her around, so not worried about that either. Last week she did really well pushing her vtech toy, but she took a bit of a nasty spill and now she seems afraid to do it. We try to keep getting her to try, but she just wants to hold our hands. I don't blame her though, falling is no fun. She was so funny at the doctor. She was standing on the exam table and I had my arm around her and she kept blowing raspberries in my face, trying to steal my glasses, sticking her hand in my mouth....I could barely concentrate on what the doctor was saying.
She's been much more affection lately, giving hugs and kisses...she loves to give kisses, except she gives them with her whole mouth open. So if she kisses you on the lips there is often tongue involved, lol. But it's just so cute and funny to see her coming at your face with her mouth wide open. When I went to pick her up from my inlaws the other day she was very happy to see me and kept hugging and cuddling. I also love that she seems completely at ease with all her grandparents. That was a worry of mine to make sure she sees both sets often enough, but she laughs and giggles and seems very happy with them, so I think we're doing a good job. Plus I see how she is with people she doesn't know well. She does good, but she remains very cautious, I have to be in sight and even then she mostly just stares at them. I have a lot of younger cousins so I played with lots of babies when I was growing up, and I was always a favorite cousin. But it's so nice to be #1, that one person your child wants and has to be near. It's a nice feeling to be so needed.
We started her on whole milk today. She seemed to like it, but not as much as her formula, but she drank most of what we gave her. But then I put her to bed, she had been asleep for a good hour when she woke up puking everywhere. So, not sure what that means. Is she allergic or intolerant to it, or does it just takes some time for their tummies to adjust? I gave her a bath because she was just covered in puke, and she was farting up a storm too. I'll probably try it for a few more days and if she's still puking I'll call her doctor. I think she just needs to adjust to it. I got her all cleaned up and put on fresh sheets and jammies. Lol, my friend gave me an excellent tip, to make up the crib with two layers of sheets and waterproof pads so in time likes these you can just strip off the dirty top layer and not remake the whole bed.
Well that would have worked great if Ryan hadn't set the wet bundle of dirty sheets on top of the clean one :) But he was a big help, he got her bath ready while I cleaned her up some. He's a good daddy :) I love watching the two of them play together, it melts my heart. So she got puke on both of her teddy bears, one of them being the heartbeat bear. So we took the heart out and tossed him in the wash, and I put her to bed with the heart. She's so funny, she's just laying in there, playing it over and over and putting it to her ear and and smiling.
The other day I was having sharp pains on my right side so I took an OPK...it was positive. I was all excited because I am pretty sure it is my first time ovulating since Emily was born. But then I remembered I started metformin a month ago so that's probably why. But, even though my body isn't doing it on my own, regular is regular, and if I can track O I can use it as cheap, non-hormonal birth control. I jokingly told Ryan I was Oing and asked if he wanted to try. He said we should play Russian roulette. I still don't know if we'll have another baby, but I have never been more sure of anything than the fact that I do NOT want to get pregnant right now.
I'm worried because despite thinking maybe we'll want another in a year, I am now back to thinking maybe we're done. I'm just so scared I still won't know when the time comes. In an ideal world, another would be nice. But the idea of worrying about another early loss, having surgery (this time with a kid at home to take care of) to have the cerclage put in again, worrying about my cervix, worrying about all the other things that can go wrong, worrying about a newborn and SIDS again....it just all terrifies me. I love Emily so much and being a mom is so amazing, but I am just not sure all that worry is worth having another. I mean, when all is said and done it would be worth it, but during? I am not sure. Plus Ryan mentioned the other day how thankful he was that nothing was wrong with Emily, and how he wouldn't know what to do if we ever had another and got a bad diagnosis and we had to make the decision to keep going or to terminate. I know this is all getting the cart ahead of the horse, but when it came to an early loss (I thought I was miscarrying Em when I was 5 weeks along), incompetent cervix, her being healthy....I just feel like we beat the odds and we would somehow be tempting fate for something bad to happen again. Plus add in the fact that next year I will be going on 37, and the odds of actually having something go wrong would be a lot higher. Those risks were all worth it to get Emily....but we got our rainbow, we're parents to a beautiful girl in heaven and a beautiful girl on earth, shouldn't we quit while we're ahead?
Tuesday we remembered our first daughter on her second angelversary. This year wasn't as sad as last, I think because more time has passed and I am not pumped full of post child birth hormones. But then again, I've had days here and there where the grief just hits me out of nowhere for no apparent reason. But I could definitely feel it coming, my heart felt heavy for the last few days. The night before I kept thinking about the time....this time I was headed to the hospital, at this time I was in active labor, and the next morning I thought of her at 10:11 when she was born. I pointed to her clothes in the shadow box in Emily's room and told her that today was her sister's birthday.
Just in time, I received my copy of Mother of all mothers in the mail with Kayla's name on the tribute page. I love it. I cried while reading it, but it's an excellent mantra to read when I need to be reminded that none of it was my fault, contrary to the burden of guilt that I feel. After Emily's doctor appt we went to a late lunch at a Mexican restaurant, and then got some balloons. Ryan got a lawn sign that he wrote on so we put that at Kayla's grave and tied a happy birthday balloon to it. Then we took Emily to a spot away from the trees and set her down and gave her a balloon. At first she just played with it, but we finally nudged it enough for her to let go and released it to heaven. Then Ryan and I released ours. It's so beautiful watching them float away. I am glad Emily got to participate more this year...last year she was only 6 days old and it was chillier so she was in her car seat covered with a blanket. I'll be excited to watch her be able to actually release the balloon and know what it means as she gets older.
Happy 2nd birthday my sweet angel, I love you <3
Thursday, March 26, 2015
Tuesday, March 17, 2015
Happy Birthday baby doll
Wow, I guess I have been a little busy lately. I'm going to write this post a day early as I am pretty busy this week. On Thursday my baby girl will be one year old! I'm so proud, sad, and excited all at the same time. We made it through the newborn phase, those sleepless nights when she would just cry and cry and I would cry with her because I didn't know what was wrong. The nights I DREADED bedtime because I was so scared she would quit breathing in her sleep, and the nights I was so tired I dozed off while feeding her and dropped her.....BOTTLE, not her, haha and then couldn't remember how I got back into bed.
Those days seem like sooooo long ago, but just yesterday at the very same time. It's hard to believe she will already be one, but then it also seems like we've had her forever just because I cannot nor do I want to remember my days without her. She cracks me up all the time, she makes funny little faces, or squeals at these high pitch levels, she'll shake her head back and forth and she is her daddy's parrot. She mimics everything he does, even his burp, she'll try to make a noise like a burp. She's
got her 7th tooth coming in, she loves to clap, she can sort of wave (it's like a two handed wave and almost a clap but her hands don't meet), she loves the cats, she pulls herself along on the floor but doesn't do a traditional crawl, she gives kisses, she says mama and dada (though the jury is still out on the meaning behind them) she loves to blow raspberries and if we make a psssst sound, she'll mimic it. She loves getting into the DVDs and tossing them all over the floor, and she eats everything. Aside from puree green beans months ago (she likes fresh green beans) I've yet to feed her anything she doesn't seem to like. She gets mad if you eat in front of her and don't give her any.
Her newest food that she loves are dill pickle spears. She's getting better and sippies but half of the time still spits the water back out, and she does even better with a straw. I just bought her a little water bottle with a straw that has her name on it. She knows her name, she loves to babble and screech and she loves to walk. If she had it her way, she'd make you walk with her all.day.long. She's such a fun, sweet, happy little girl. She not only claps and gets excited when Bubble Guppies comes on, she gets excited when I pull up the DVRd shows because I always record them since they're on when she naps. So she knows when the DVR menu comes up, it's Bubble Guppies time.
This past weekend she and I and my stepmom joined my aunts and a few cousins for girls' weekend. We started with lunch in Birch Run, then we shopped till we dropped at the outlet stores. I got a new leather coat and a Easter dress for Em, and Grammy bought her quite a few outfits too. When we were all shopped out we went to the hotel and had pizza and then we went for a swim. Emily had been swimming once before but she was only about three months old, so this was pretty much her first time. Her suit was so small on her, even with added elastic to the straps, it was still pretty tight, so I definitely need to get her a new suit for the summer. Ryan and I had both agreed no second hand swim suits...it's gross. But then I realized, she has a swim diaper on (which is new) so really second hand suits are no different than second hand clothes. I'm so happy for this revelation since Once Upon a Child has a ton of cute suits out that are so cheap. Since she can only get one season out of them, why spend a bunch on a new one?
So luckily our clan were the only ones in the pool when we went, 'cause this mama does not like wearing a swim suit right now. Operation lose baby weight isn't going so well. So I took her in, and it was coooold, even for being an indoor pool. So we didn't stay long at all, her poor body was shaking and her lower lip was trembling but I wanted to stay in for a few minutes to see if she liked it. I showed her how to splash in the water so she had fun doing that and getting mommy all wet. Then I held her out from my body a bit so I could twirl her around in the water a little. She kind of liked it, but she was hanging on to me pretty tight. She did let my aunt take her and swim her around a bit. When I couldn't take her lip trembling anymore we headed back to the room, gave her a warm bath to rinse off the chlorine and got her ready for bed.
I wasn't sure how she was going to sleep being in a pack n play and in a strange place. She had barely gotten even one short nap that day and it was already an hour past her bedtime. I tried putting her in bed with me until she fell asleep but she just wanted to play, so I put her in the PNP. Within a minute or two she was out. Most nights she wakes at some point and either plays or fusses a bit but I think she was out cold the whole night. My alarm woke me up, but she didn't wake up till about 10 minutes later. So after we had breakfast and packed up, we headed to Frankenmuth for a carriage ride. It was a fun little ride around the area and Emily got to meet our horse. Then we went for chicken dinner. By then she was due for a nap, but I suspected she was still a bit overtired from the day before and there was too much going on....my two cousins who are about 4 and 7 both loved her and wouldn't leave her alone, so it was tough for her to catch a nap.
Between my cousins and my niece and nephew on Ryan's side, I think she will be known as Baby Emily till she is an adult. They all call her that...it's tough being the youngest on both sides. I tried taking her out of the restaurant to calm her but nothing was working, so when I came back my SIL took her since she was finished eating and I still needed to eat. Then my stepmom took her, and she was out in the lobby and an accordion player came over to them. I kept thinking, he better not be out there keeping her awake. So I went out a few minutes later and he was actually playing her to sleep. She was half out when I came out there and then boom, she was gone. He even played her a lullabye on his accordion. I wanted to take him home with us, he was like a baby whisperer.
So after dinner we browsed the gift shops downstairs and she woke up not long after, but I think she got at least a 30 minute nap. I wanted to go to the toy store but I didn't want to navigate the stroller, so I left her with my SIL so I could go, and she was with all my aunts and cousins. When I came back, everybody was gone. I knew they were headed outside soon, so I went out and found them....all of them except my SIL my stepmom and my daughter. I tried texting them, my SIL answered, saying she had gone to the bathroom but she didn't know where my stepmom was. I was like ok, you still have my kid right? She said no, my stepmom took her so she could go to the bathroom and when she came out they were gone.
So, I know my stepmom didn't run off with her, and I knew she had her and she was fine, but when it was going on about 20 minutes and no sign of her, didn't respond to my text or answer her phone, I was getting antsy. I mean, I KNOW my stepmom wouldn't leave her somewhere, but not knowing for sure where your kid is for more than a few minutes was a feeling I wasn't fond of. Mama bear didn't know where her cub was and mama bear was getting agitated. My SIL and stepmom finally found each other, and we all met up, but I am thinking once Emily is mobile and walking on her own, she will not be leaving my side when out in public. I don't care if it is to go somewhere with Grammy or Nana or the damn Pope, not going to happen for a while.
So once we are all reunited, we headed to Bronner's (the worlds largest christmas store) and wandered around there for a few hours. There were just so many things to look at. I got Ryan a 5K ornament and a cute little stuffed snowwoman. After that we hit a couple more outlet stores, got dinner and then headed home. It was a good little weekend. I am looking forward to making girls' weekend a tradition with Emily and I (my family has been doing it for a few years now and this was the first time I could make it).
So I took my camera crash course last week and took Emily's pictures. I think they actually turned out pretty nice. Especially nice that I was able to save a couple hundred dollars. Some were a bit dark, but nothing photoshop couldn't correct. So I am excited to have pretty pictures of her one year for almost peanuts...I have a few promos from shutterfly from pampers rewards, so I think I'll be able to get a bunch of pictures for like 12 bucks.
Last time I said how Emily walked with her walker toy a few steps, whereas before she would just stand there. Well today she walked all the way through the living room, down the hall and we started to come back but she fell and we couldn't catch her in time. Once she calmed down I did have her walk a few more steps just so she won't be scared to try again, but I was so proud, she did so well! I'm predicting that she'll walk by say....14 months. Yep, that's my guess. I have a lot to do this week to get ready for her party, but I am so excited to celebrate my baby girl's first year. This time last year I was sitting here, taking it all in, knowing that the next morning I was going in for my induction. My how my life has changed and I wouldn't change a thing.
Here are a few of the pics I took, not bad for a novice I say.
Those days seem like sooooo long ago, but just yesterday at the very same time. It's hard to believe she will already be one, but then it also seems like we've had her forever just because I cannot nor do I want to remember my days without her. She cracks me up all the time, she makes funny little faces, or squeals at these high pitch levels, she'll shake her head back and forth and she is her daddy's parrot. She mimics everything he does, even his burp, she'll try to make a noise like a burp. She's
got her 7th tooth coming in, she loves to clap, she can sort of wave (it's like a two handed wave and almost a clap but her hands don't meet), she loves the cats, she pulls herself along on the floor but doesn't do a traditional crawl, she gives kisses, she says mama and dada (though the jury is still out on the meaning behind them) she loves to blow raspberries and if we make a psssst sound, she'll mimic it. She loves getting into the DVDs and tossing them all over the floor, and she eats everything. Aside from puree green beans months ago (she likes fresh green beans) I've yet to feed her anything she doesn't seem to like. She gets mad if you eat in front of her and don't give her any.
Her newest food that she loves are dill pickle spears. She's getting better and sippies but half of the time still spits the water back out, and she does even better with a straw. I just bought her a little water bottle with a straw that has her name on it. She knows her name, she loves to babble and screech and she loves to walk. If she had it her way, she'd make you walk with her all.day.long. She's such a fun, sweet, happy little girl. She not only claps and gets excited when Bubble Guppies comes on, she gets excited when I pull up the DVRd shows because I always record them since they're on when she naps. So she knows when the DVR menu comes up, it's Bubble Guppies time.
This past weekend she and I and my stepmom joined my aunts and a few cousins for girls' weekend. We started with lunch in Birch Run, then we shopped till we dropped at the outlet stores. I got a new leather coat and a Easter dress for Em, and Grammy bought her quite a few outfits too. When we were all shopped out we went to the hotel and had pizza and then we went for a swim. Emily had been swimming once before but she was only about three months old, so this was pretty much her first time. Her suit was so small on her, even with added elastic to the straps, it was still pretty tight, so I definitely need to get her a new suit for the summer. Ryan and I had both agreed no second hand swim suits...it's gross. But then I realized, she has a swim diaper on (which is new) so really second hand suits are no different than second hand clothes. I'm so happy for this revelation since Once Upon a Child has a ton of cute suits out that are so cheap. Since she can only get one season out of them, why spend a bunch on a new one?
So luckily our clan were the only ones in the pool when we went, 'cause this mama does not like wearing a swim suit right now. Operation lose baby weight isn't going so well. So I took her in, and it was coooold, even for being an indoor pool. So we didn't stay long at all, her poor body was shaking and her lower lip was trembling but I wanted to stay in for a few minutes to see if she liked it. I showed her how to splash in the water so she had fun doing that and getting mommy all wet. Then I held her out from my body a bit so I could twirl her around in the water a little. She kind of liked it, but she was hanging on to me pretty tight. She did let my aunt take her and swim her around a bit. When I couldn't take her lip trembling anymore we headed back to the room, gave her a warm bath to rinse off the chlorine and got her ready for bed.
I wasn't sure how she was going to sleep being in a pack n play and in a strange place. She had barely gotten even one short nap that day and it was already an hour past her bedtime. I tried putting her in bed with me until she fell asleep but she just wanted to play, so I put her in the PNP. Within a minute or two she was out. Most nights she wakes at some point and either plays or fusses a bit but I think she was out cold the whole night. My alarm woke me up, but she didn't wake up till about 10 minutes later. So after we had breakfast and packed up, we headed to Frankenmuth for a carriage ride. It was a fun little ride around the area and Emily got to meet our horse. Then we went for chicken dinner. By then she was due for a nap, but I suspected she was still a bit overtired from the day before and there was too much going on....my two cousins who are about 4 and 7 both loved her and wouldn't leave her alone, so it was tough for her to catch a nap.
Between my cousins and my niece and nephew on Ryan's side, I think she will be known as Baby Emily till she is an adult. They all call her that...it's tough being the youngest on both sides. I tried taking her out of the restaurant to calm her but nothing was working, so when I came back my SIL took her since she was finished eating and I still needed to eat. Then my stepmom took her, and she was out in the lobby and an accordion player came over to them. I kept thinking, he better not be out there keeping her awake. So I went out a few minutes later and he was actually playing her to sleep. She was half out when I came out there and then boom, she was gone. He even played her a lullabye on his accordion. I wanted to take him home with us, he was like a baby whisperer.
So after dinner we browsed the gift shops downstairs and she woke up not long after, but I think she got at least a 30 minute nap. I wanted to go to the toy store but I didn't want to navigate the stroller, so I left her with my SIL so I could go, and she was with all my aunts and cousins. When I came back, everybody was gone. I knew they were headed outside soon, so I went out and found them....all of them except my SIL my stepmom and my daughter. I tried texting them, my SIL answered, saying she had gone to the bathroom but she didn't know where my stepmom was. I was like ok, you still have my kid right? She said no, my stepmom took her so she could go to the bathroom and when she came out they were gone.
So, I know my stepmom didn't run off with her, and I knew she had her and she was fine, but when it was going on about 20 minutes and no sign of her, didn't respond to my text or answer her phone, I was getting antsy. I mean, I KNOW my stepmom wouldn't leave her somewhere, but not knowing for sure where your kid is for more than a few minutes was a feeling I wasn't fond of. Mama bear didn't know where her cub was and mama bear was getting agitated. My SIL and stepmom finally found each other, and we all met up, but I am thinking once Emily is mobile and walking on her own, she will not be leaving my side when out in public. I don't care if it is to go somewhere with Grammy or Nana or the damn Pope, not going to happen for a while.
So once we are all reunited, we headed to Bronner's (the worlds largest christmas store) and wandered around there for a few hours. There were just so many things to look at. I got Ryan a 5K ornament and a cute little stuffed snowwoman. After that we hit a couple more outlet stores, got dinner and then headed home. It was a good little weekend. I am looking forward to making girls' weekend a tradition with Emily and I (my family has been doing it for a few years now and this was the first time I could make it).
So I took my camera crash course last week and took Emily's pictures. I think they actually turned out pretty nice. Especially nice that I was able to save a couple hundred dollars. Some were a bit dark, but nothing photoshop couldn't correct. So I am excited to have pretty pictures of her one year for almost peanuts...I have a few promos from shutterfly from pampers rewards, so I think I'll be able to get a bunch of pictures for like 12 bucks.
Last time I said how Emily walked with her walker toy a few steps, whereas before she would just stand there. Well today she walked all the way through the living room, down the hall and we started to come back but she fell and we couldn't catch her in time. Once she calmed down I did have her walk a few more steps just so she won't be scared to try again, but I was so proud, she did so well! I'm predicting that she'll walk by say....14 months. Yep, that's my guess. I have a lot to do this week to get ready for her party, but I am so excited to celebrate my baby girl's first year. This time last year I was sitting here, taking it all in, knowing that the next morning I was going in for my induction. My how my life has changed and I wouldn't change a thing.
Here are a few of the pics I took, not bad for a novice I say.
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