Should've could've would've

I should be at my baby shower right now.  I should be smiling, and having people tell me I look great, even if I don't.  I should be so excited to be celebrating my girl and anxiously awaiting her arrival.  Instead I went to pay the balance on her gravestone.

But on the bright side, it is very beautiful and I am so happy with it.  It's the only gift I'll ever get to give to my daughter, I hope she likes it.